PARDONED FROM ABOVE 1992

“Pardoned From Above” is a Christian film that came out in 1992, as a way to paint Tex Watson in a good light. Within the first 5 minutes of the film, you hear this hokey, campy, almost kindergarten type of music, that is supposed to make the viewer feel like there’s nothing to worry about. In these first five minutes, they try to paint Tex Watson as a good guy, who just so happens to be in a maximum security prison (California Men’s Colony). They immediately act like it was all Charles Manson’s fault, a convict, who duped Tex Watson into doing his bidding. They make it seem like Tex just came to California to have a good time, and he became a follower of Manson, without any question. Interestingly, this film states that Manson’s mother was a prostitute, surely as a way to make Manson seem even worse of a criminal than he really was, not that what his mother did really much to do with him. Besides, various pieces of literature have shown that Manson’s mother was never a prostitute.
The film claims that it’s not about death or the trials, but the exact opposite. Strangely, it seems to start Tex’s story from when he picked up Dennis Wilson hitchhiking, and how he met Manson. At the 5 minute and 23 second mark, Tex stated that when he met Manson, he was “willing to do anything” for the “new kind of love” that he found, “including lay down” his own life, and that of other people.
The host of the film brought up how Manson stuck a knife to Tex and asked him “Will you die for me?”, much like what is written in Tex’s book of the same name. The film put so much emphasis on Tex following Manson’s teaching, and stated that he was a gullible 23 year old at the time. Then interestingly, stated that he was a lot different “now”, what was 22 years later. This film came out in 1992, so that would have made Tex about 45-47 years old, depending on when it was actually recorded.
Tex admits to doing Meth in this film, and stated that Charlie told him to kill everyone at what was Terry Melcher’s old house. When asked to explain for the film who Terry Melcher was, he stated that Terry was Doris Day’s son, and to quote verbatim, Tex said:
“We had previously met him, and had been to that house before. “. I found this very interesting, because Tex said “we”. In various pieces of Manson literature, it has been painted that Manson and potentially Tex at the most had been to Cielo Drive. From the way Tex says it in this film, it almost sounds like the women, Patricia, Susan, and Linda, might have been to Cielo in the past also.
What’s also interesting, is that Tex admits to sniffing Meth with Susan again before ending up at Cielo drive.
It’s strange though, as he described kicking Voytek Frykowski, he didn’t cry or anything. He actually seemed to smile. He claimed that it was hard to talk about it, but he easily recollected that part of the story, like a piece of casual conversation.
The film interviewed Rosemary LaBianca’s daughter, Susan LaBerge. She stated that she was actually invited to spend the night with her mom, and step dad, the night they were murdered. She recollected how her and her brother had found her parents dead. Her description is also nearly perfectly depicted in the 1976 movie “Helter Skelter”. When asked how she dealt with her parents’ murder, she claimed that she “dropped out of society”, and turned to drugs, but not as bad as her brother, Frank. This was interesting to me, because I hadn’t ever heard this before. I also found it interesting that in 1992, someone would still use the phrase “drop out of society”.
The host stated that the hardest thing Tex ever had to deal with in his life, was his anger. The film goes back to the interview portion with him, where Tex himself stated that he thought of himself as an angry person, when he committed the crimes.
Of course, the film asks how Susan LaBerge could ever forgive Tex Watson for killing her parents. She stated that she dedicated her life to Christ, though it didn’t seem to answer his question about how she could forgive the man who murdered her parents!
The film brought up how “Will You Die For Me” was released in 1978, and how it ended up in the hands of the woman that became Tex’s baby momma. You see a shot of her praying at the table with her children. When asked how she met Tex, she stated that she met him through reading his book, and she gave her life to Christ after. At the time, she lived in New Jersey, and apparently wanted to meet him afterwards. She claimed that she didn’t immediately jump on a plane, but basically still said that. She had wanted to go to California, and “check it out”, but also meet him. During this scene, you can hear a baby in the background, who I presume was one of Watson’s children, one of the last ones before conjugal visits were banned.
Apparently, Tex was the only Christian that Krisitin knew, other than her father. The only Christian in her life. I found this strange, because it doesn’t really make her case for religion strong. It seems more like she used religion as a facade to meet a serial killer, that for one reason or another, she found attractive.
The film asks the question of how Tex Watson had children, despite being incarcerated for 22 years at that point. They actually show 3 of the children. Tex stated that the prison (at the time) had family trailers, where they would get 48 hours together and “play house”. The film shot back to his wife, where she stated they had children. So this is actually before they had their last one, their fourth. She also stated that she deals with the kids all by herself daily. Obviously. Interestingly, she stated that the support of a husband at home was something that she would constantly think about. How interesting, that after having children with a serial killer, incarcerated for life, she had to raise the babies at home, virtually, as a single mother.
Tex was then asked if he thought that he’d ever get out. He smirked and stated, “Well, um…I don’t know.”. Likely knowing, that the answer was “No.”. He stated that he “kept the faith”, even when things looked hopeless.
The film then stated that in 1975, Tex found out that Jesus Christ could remove all of his guilt, anger, and sin. Watson would go on to claim that he had spent 6 years in prison trying to find peace. He claimed that his religious background from childhood, and all of these other religious people who kept contacting him were the reasons he went back to Christ. He told a story about how he went to Church in prison one time, and accepted Jesus Christ, then went back to his cell, and looked in the mirror, saying that he was a completely different person “Just glowing with Christ.”. This is very similar to what Susan Atkins said in her book ,”Child of Satan, Child of God”. I find it very odd, that these two convicted murderers tell similar stories, about how looking in the mirror after accepting Christ, seemed to be a part of their change. To me, this tells me that neither convict expected their target audience to be as well versed in Manson lore or literature as anticipated. Surely, they didn’t expect non-Christians to read their books, nor hold them accountable. Granted, there were Christians who held them accountable, Doris Tate one of them.
The film brings up how hard the it must have been to tell the Watson children that their father was a murderer. What I found disgusting, was how the host made it seem like Tex killed one person. In reality, he killed multiple people. On two separate nights. Tex Watson is a serial killer. Technically, a spree killer. He didn’t kill one random person. You don’t see anyone related to the murders at Cielo Drive in this film. They don’t mention any of those victims by name. When Tex recalled kicking Voytek Frykowski in the head early in the film, he didn’t even mention his name! Doesn’t that show, he had no remorse? He couldn’t even mention the irony of murdering a pregnant woman, while going on to make 3 children (at the time of the film) of his own.
After this scene, the film goes back to Watson’s wife, and how they told their oldest son about Tex’s crimes. Or so they say. What I first found disturbing, was that they mention their son by name. Considering the gravity of the crimes that Tex committed, wouldn’t it be better to keep their children’s names private? Second, Watson’s wife stated that their son kept asking his father why the guards wouldn’t let him come home. On camera, Watson’s wife stated that Tex told his son:
“Well you know honey, Daddy really hurts that he can’t come home, and be with you.” His son then asked why. Tex then said, “Well honey, 20 years ago, before Daddy even knew Mommy, Daddy took drugs, and they made his mind crazy. And he got in trouble.”. His son then asked him “Did you kill somebody Dad?”. To which Tex said, “Yes I did honey.”. Watson’s wife then said that their oldest son took a sigh of relief, and seemed to do fine after that.
I find that to be disturbing. Especially considering how I’m a parent myself. More than anything, I question why Watson and his wife would bring children into this world, despite Tex’s infamy. I question, how truthful and rich of a life those children had, considering how their parents were lying to them from the start.
The film then goes on to state that Christ helps Kristin with her own anger. When asked if she hated Charles Manson, she stated no, but also promoted the false idea that his mother was a prostitute. It then switches to Tex again, who stated that he thought people should actually pray for Charles Manson. Susan LaBerge is seen again, where she stated that she wouldn’t want to harm the Manson family, if she was in a room with them.
Watson is then seen looking straight into the camera, saying that he was glad that Susan LaBerge forgave him, and you see a picture of the two together. This supposedly helped him believe in Jesus’ love even stronger.
The film then goes to a montage of pictures, where you see Tex’s wife and children, and then what seemed to be a wedding photo of the two. His children are seen eating dinner at the table, with their mother, who of course, is alone, while her husband is in prison. Susan LaBerge and her family are seen, like it was some sort of cute family story. Sadly, one of Susan’s daughters was murdered decades later. What’s interesting, is how Susan’s brother, Frank, was never seen or heard from in this film. I think that really goes to show how many people “truly” forgave Tex Watson.
The film ends with the host stating that if God could forgive Tex Watson, then God could forgive you. He states the “Sinner’s Prayer”, as is also seen at the end of Susan Atkins’ book “Child of Satan, Child of God”.
Overall, the film is complete bullshit. It’s clearly a ploy to help Watson gain parole, trying to appeal to some sort of Christian audience too naive to understand what really happened here. The real question, is where does this fall inbetween his parole hearings? Looking at Cielo drive, they only have a transcript from 1978, then a large gap before the new millenium. So I had to look through the newspaper archives to see when Watson’s last hearing was before 1992, and when the next one afterwards would have been.
His first hearing was in October of 1978, to which he was denied for one year.
His second hearing was in October of 1979, of which he was denied for one year.
His third hearing was in October of 1980, and he was denied for one year.
His fourth hearing was in October of 1981, and he was denied for 1 year.
His next one was to be in 1982, but it didn’t happen until 1983, and there was a lot of pushback from the public, especially Sharon Tate’s mother.
His fifth hearing was in January of 1983, and he was denied for 3 years, under a new law at the time. Before this law, he and others were allowed to apply for parole every year.
Despite the three year denial, there are articles from 1984 claiming that he was denied parole for a sixth time, in May of that year.
Watson had a seventh parole hearing in May of 1985, where he was denied again, for what articles said 3 years.
His eighth hearing was in May of 1986, of which he was denied, of course. One article stated that he had been denied for 3 years, though as previously stated, there are articles about parole hearings from that 3 year period, so I don’t completely understand what happened.
His ninth hearing was in 1987, though articles state that it was his 10th. I am unsure if there was an additional one in-between the May 1986 one, and April 1987 one. He was to be denied for 3 years, until 1990.
His next, I guess what we’d call the “11th” hearing was in fact in 1990, in May of that year. Articles from this time appropriately numbered this as his 10th hearing, which it was. According to articles from this time, he was denied for 3 years, not to have another hearing until 1993.
So, that makes sense, in context with this film, where Tex was in his parole hearings. He had-had 10 hearings, all denied, and in the year before his next hearing, this film came out. Just like how “Child of Satan, Child of God”, came out in 1977, the year before Susan’s first official parole hearing, “Pardoned From Above” came out before Tex’s official 11th parole hearing.
After this film, “Pardoned From Above”, Tex Watson was moved from the Men’s Colony Prison, to the Mule Creek Prison in Ione, California, after concerns about him using his ministry to control other prisoners, on top of him truly just being there too long. Articles stated that the parole board wanted to see if he could “make it” at another prison. I didn’t see any articles about him going to the parole board in 1993, and in a 1994 article, it stated that he wasn’t slated for another parole hearing until spring of 1996. So, whether he had that 1993 hearing, I don’t know, but in 1995 he had another hearing, and was denied for five years, until 2000.
His next hearing after that was in 2001, where he was, of course denied, then told not to reapply for another 4 years. Of course from here, we can go back to Cielo Drive, and see that his next date was in 2006, where he was denied, and has been denied every other time after that too.
Looking through the articles, there were multiple concerning statements made, which could be a different video entirely. What was most interesting, was how the parole board in the 80’s stated that Watson still had pent up anger, when observed by psychiatrists. In one article, he stated that he didn’t see his victims as humans, and that was the possible reason why he was able to kill so many people. Another article showed how Watson would make money selling his sermons, which he and his wife ran together. In the 1990 articles about his parole bid, it was stated that he wanted to go back to Texas if granted parole, and be the “Texas Jim Bakker”. An evangelical preacher. To me, looking through these articles, it became clear that Tex was using his religion as a crutch to make money in prison, and as a crash pad to hopefully get out.
This film was a disgusting slap in the face to victims, and family of the victims; and to a point, it was a slap in the face towards those that actually believe any sort of religion too. From the host, to Tex, to his wife, it was clear that it was all a ruse to promote some sort of “holier than thou” mentality. It was almost like, “If we believe this serial killer can change, then you should too, or else you’re not a real Christian”. But I think that it’s completely ignorant to believe that the common person should want a convicted serial killer as their next door neighbor. I think that Doris Tate, Sharon Tate’s mother, said it best in a 1983 article where she was quoted:
“The public says if he’s a true Christian, he’d know he’d have to stay in jail to atone for his sins…he should work within prison walls.”.
And in 2026, I still believe that to be true. What better place to teach others about the lord, than in a place where the incarcerated go? Perhaps he could convert other serial killers such as himself.
According to wikipedia, Tex and Kristin divorced in 2003, after 24 years of marriage.
Overall, this is obviously not a true telling of Tex’s crimes, and can’t be taken seriously. He deflects blame onto Charlie, and only takes some accountability for taking drugs. But not once, does Tex shed a tear, or even flat out say that he lives in remorse for his actions. If you’re in the Manson rabbit hole like I am, I think this is worth the watch, because it’s appalling how sociopathic Watson is.
My video: https://youtu.be/LD-dQWvkF44